Several times over the last month, the concept of Self Love has surfaced—on my blogs, on Twitter, on the entire social networking “thing” and I wanted to address it directly.And we’ll look at how it relates to writing, relationships, success, health, and fitness.
This is HUGE, and we have to address it to create a foundation for our other efforts.There are only two core emotional issues: Love and Fear.It is time to speak of love.
Let’s look at Self-Love from the perspective of relationships first. If you’re a writer, apply this to your characters, and your own life.For the rest of you, the applications should be obvious.
I was working with a client during the last month who wants to prepare himself to find love.This is a smart, attractive, good guy with addiction patterns around sex, alcohol, and food.He had a nightmare relationship with his mother, and currently has serious panic attacks and night terrors.
He has no foundation to stand on.When he thinks of a relationship, it is: “what kind of woman could love me?”Or “will they all turn into Mom?”Good Lord, can you see where this leads?
1)Self-fulfilling prophesies: seeking out doomed relationships to reinforce a pre-existing belief pattern.
2)Deliberately trashing good relationships—“testing” love partners to destruction.After all, if a relationship worked out, that would destroy the toxic self image…and your self image will fight for its life like you won’t believe.
3)Seeking out unavailable relationships.Only opening to intimacy if the person is unavailable: married, living in another town, emotionally distant, etc.
The answer to all of these is to find the love you seek WITHIN you first, to connect with your own heart space to the point that you overflow with affection for the entire world.People who genuinely love themselves are not egotistical.They do not place themselves above others.In learning to forgive their own failures and weaknesses, they gain great compassion for the rest of the world.
The core, the first step, is loving yourself.You will NEVER get the feeling of acceptance and healing you want from outside yourself until you have prepared the soil of your heart.
For all of you, I urge you to spend 15-20 minutes a day just listening to the miracle of your heartbeat.Journal about the emotions that arise.This path will take you all the way home, I promise you.
For the last thirty years or so I’ve been a lecturer, coach, novelist and television writer. For the last forty years I’ve been involved variously in the martial arts, and for all my life I’ve studied and enjoyed yoga. Not that I worked at it as hard and honestly as I should have—I’d be a combination of BKS Iyengar and Bruce Lee if I had.
After publishing about three million words of science fiction (including the New York Times bestsellers The Legacy of Heorot and The Cestus Deception) and having about twenty hours of produced television shows (including The Twilight Zone, Outer Limits, Andromeda, and Stargate, as well as four episodes of the immortal Baywatch), I’ve got opinions on the writing life.
After earning black belts in Judo and Karate, and practicing the Indonesian art of Pentjak Silat Serak for the last fifteen, well, I have some opinions there, as well. And having struggled to live consciously since childhood...well, those opinions are probably strongest of all.